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Like Son
02:34
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Trembling hands
I struggle with mortality
I wish that things were easy
Wasn’t mean to be that way
I’ve never been great at coping
It’s a hard truth to tell yourself
I’m not getting any younger
I’m not getting any younger
Feeling like I can’t get out
“I know, and it hurts like hell”
Forgiving was never my strong suit
Forgetting just never came easy
I’ve always been one to dwell
“Feeling like I can’t get out”
I used to be somebody
But now I’m just a number
You gave up so long ago
Hurt me in ways that you will never know
You gave up so long ago
Hurt me in ways that you will never know
I tell myself that I’ll never be like you
So why do I see you in the mirror?
I’m ashamed that I feel guilty
“I’m ashamed of you”
I’m not you
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Broad Street
02:38
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There’s a simple explanation
Why I can’t breathe
I refuse I refuse
To deal with it
You make me hate myself
You make me panic, I panic, I panic
Wonder what it’d be like to know you
Wonder who you could’ve been
Wish I would have met the real you
All I know is a disease
Broad street
Hide yourself in plain sight
See through the disguise
Maybe it is worth the fight
Lost myself in this grudge
We won’t suffer for you
How can someone miss something
That they never had?
I am the best part of you
That is still left
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Hypochondria
02:01
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Overthink till I’m sick, I over analyze
I overthink till I’m sick, I over analyze
I paint it to my memory until I’m dead inside
You paint it to your memory until you’re dead inside
It comes in waves
Leaves a flood
It comes in waves
Leaves a flood
Bite my nails till they bleed
No ones fault but my own
And I’m lost in my head
No ones fault but my own
Put a smile on and keep up
Would be nice to just catch a break
But I’m known as the one who’s prepared
Would be nice just to catch a break
I’m not prepared
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39.7238093,-82.6295607
01:48
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You work with your hands
Sun up, sun down
You’re such a man
You drowned in a bottle now
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Your Famous Shakes
02:33
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Don’t talk about it
Don’t let your guard down
Runs in the family
Isn’t that right?
Don’t talk about it
Don’t let your guard down
Runs in the family
Isn’t that right?
Check the door six more times just to make sure it’s still locked
You’re alone again
Surrounded by the ones you love
You isolate yourself
Just act like you’re there
You put a smile on
You paint it on thick
Just paint it on thick
Can’t leave it on
What if I lose them?
How can I live with that?
I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe
Why can’t I take it back?
Don’t talk about it
Don’t let your guard down
Runs in the family
Isn’t that right?
Don’t talk about it
Don’t let your guard down
Runs in the family
Isn’t that right?
So you bury it all deep inside
Yeah, you don’t know how to cope, and so you just snap
Paranoia runs deep this time
No I can’t stop it, I can’t stop it, It controls me
I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe
The walls closed in on me
I need help, I need help
But I won’t let them see
One more drink, one more drink
The voices scream to me
Take my pain away
Your famous shakes
Your famous shakes
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Thank You
03:12
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I can’t begin to tell you anything
You’ll just begin to cut me out again
I can’t keep living in
The shadow you cast on my life
I can’t keep living in
The shadow you cast on my life
Occasions thin out
Thinned out to nothing at all
And I find comfort and pain
With the fact that she doesn’t know you
I see you in my sleep
In dreams I can’t escape
Thank you, thank you, thank you
Thank you, thank you for the guide
Thank you, thank you, thank you
Thank you, thank you for the guide
I don’t know if you feel Iike me
But if you feel a fraction of my pain
It’s not enough, no it’s not enough
It’s not enough, no it’s not
Am I your sorrow?
Am I your sorrow?
Am I your sorrow?
Am I your sorrow?
I can’t begin to tell you anything
You’ll just begin to cut me out again
I don’t know if you feel Iike me
But if you feel a fraction of my pain
It’s not enough, no it’s not enough
It’s not enough, no it’s not
Am I your sorrow?
I won’t let you win
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Drown Out
02:57
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At night it gets worse
I have so much
It’s almost at a constant
I’m afraid that I’m guilty
Do you remember
All of those nights?
Where you'd stay out late
And I’d be there for them
Everything I have
And everything I am
I’ve done without you
My memories leak
I can’t remember what’s real
And what I’m forced to believe
So I locked myself in a room
To drown out your voice, drown out
I just had to drown out your voice
You invent a reality
When you hate your own
You made me hate my home
You made me hate my home
You invent a reality
When you hate your own
When you look at me
Do you even feel anything?
Adolescence ripped away from a child
Adolescence ripped away from a child
Adolescence ripped away from a child
Adolescence ripped away from a child
Reaffirming the point that I’m my own
Reaffirming the point that I’m my own
Reaffirming the point that I’m my own
I’m my own. I’m my own. I’m my own, so I’m
Reaffirming the point that I’m my own
Reaffirming the point that I’m my own
Reaffirming the point that I’m my own
I’m my own. I’m my own. I’m my own.
I'm my own.
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