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Thank You for the Guide

by The Entire History of You

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1.
Like Son 02:34
Trembling hands I struggle with mortality I wish that things were easy Wasn’t mean to be that way I’ve never been great at coping It’s a hard truth to tell yourself I’m not getting any younger I’m not getting any younger Feeling like I can’t get out “I know, and it hurts like hell” Forgiving was never my strong suit Forgetting just never came easy I’ve always been one to dwell “Feeling like I can’t get out” I used to be somebody But now I’m just a number You gave up so long ago Hurt me in ways that you will never know You gave up so long ago Hurt me in ways that you will never know I tell myself that I’ll never be like you So why do I see you in the mirror? I’m ashamed that I feel guilty “I’m ashamed of you” I’m not you
2.
Broad Street 02:38
There’s a simple explanation Why I can’t breathe I refuse I refuse To deal with it You make me hate myself You make me panic, I panic, I panic Wonder what it’d be like to know you Wonder who you could’ve been Wish I would have met the real you All I know is a disease Broad street Hide yourself in plain sight See through the disguise Maybe it is worth the fight Lost myself in this grudge We won’t suffer for you How can someone miss something That they never had? I am the best part of you That is still left
3.
Hypochondria 02:01
Overthink till I’m sick, I over analyze I overthink till I’m sick, I over analyze I paint it to my memory until I’m dead inside You paint it to your memory until you’re dead inside It comes in waves Leaves a flood It comes in waves Leaves a flood Bite my nails till they bleed No ones fault but my own And I’m lost in my head No ones fault but my own Put a smile on and keep up Would be nice to just catch a break But I’m known as the one who’s prepared Would be nice just to catch a break I’m not prepared
4.
You work with your hands Sun up, sun down You’re such a man You drowned in a bottle now
5.
Don’t talk about it Don’t let your guard down Runs in the family Isn’t that right? Don’t talk about it Don’t let your guard down Runs in the family Isn’t that right? Check the door six more times just to make sure it’s still locked You’re alone again Surrounded by the ones you love You isolate yourself Just act like you’re there You put a smile on You paint it on thick Just paint it on thick Can’t leave it on What if I lose them? How can I live with that? I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe Why can’t I take it back? Don’t talk about it Don’t let your guard down Runs in the family Isn’t that right? Don’t talk about it Don’t let your guard down Runs in the family Isn’t that right? So you bury it all deep inside Yeah, you don’t know how to cope, and so you just snap Paranoia runs deep this time No I can’t stop it, I can’t stop it, It controls me I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe The walls closed in on me I need help, I need help But I won’t let them see One more drink, one more drink The voices scream to me Take my pain away Your famous shakes Your famous shakes
6.
Thank You 03:12
I can’t begin to tell you anything You’ll just begin to cut me out again I can’t keep living in The shadow you cast on my life I can’t keep living in The shadow you cast on my life Occasions thin out Thinned out to nothing at all And I find comfort and pain With the fact that she doesn’t know you I see you in my sleep In dreams I can’t escape Thank you, thank you, thank you Thank you, thank you for the guide Thank you, thank you, thank you Thank you, thank you for the guide I don’t know if you feel Iike me But if you feel a fraction of my pain It’s not enough, no it’s not enough It’s not enough, no it’s not Am I your sorrow? Am I your sorrow? Am I your sorrow? Am I your sorrow? I can’t begin to tell you anything You’ll just begin to cut me out again I don’t know if you feel Iike me But if you feel a fraction of my pain It’s not enough, no it’s not enough It’s not enough, no it’s not Am I your sorrow? I won’t let you win
7.
Drown Out 02:57
At night it gets worse I have so much It’s almost at a constant I’m afraid that I’m guilty Do you remember All of those nights? Where you'd stay out late And I’d be there for them Everything I have And everything I am I’ve done without you My memories leak I can’t remember what’s real And what I’m forced to believe So I locked myself in a room To drown out your voice, drown out I just had to drown out your voice You invent a reality When you hate your own You made me hate my home You made me hate my home You invent a reality When you hate your own When you look at me Do you even feel anything? Adolescence ripped away from a child Adolescence ripped away from a child Adolescence ripped away from a child Adolescence ripped away from a child Reaffirming the point that I’m my own Reaffirming the point that I’m my own Reaffirming the point that I’m my own I’m my own. I’m my own. I’m my own, so I’m Reaffirming the point that I’m my own Reaffirming the point that I’m my own Reaffirming the point that I’m my own I’m my own. I’m my own. I’m my own. I'm my own.

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released December 1, 2023

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Neil Tuuri at Amish Electric Chair Studios

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